Friday, December 31, 2010

This is the end of the year.

This may be my last post for 2010. I'm busy practicing for the zapin performance for Dental Symposium event recently. Don't ask me about this event. Because I also not so sure and I don't have clear imagination about it. So, the zapin thing was tiring. And my metatarsal bone hurt a lot. But, its really fun. Jyeahhh! Anak jati Johor! :)   Someone told me, dancing is a good thing. Some sort like exercise in a fun way. It'll also makes you more sexaayy. Haha.
About the end of the year, I don't think I'll miss it. Because, only from January-March, I'm enjoying my life, love it like hell. But most of the year, it left me bad memories. Whether in relationship and also friendship. Its frustrated. My happiness are restricted here. So, I am so looking forward for 2011. Typically, I want to start a new life. Maybe as a new me. More boring, less excited, and heartless. Maybe?

Happy New Year, peeps.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

You are no cool. Got it?

This post is surely for you. Listen here, I may be weak and might be slow, but you're totally got no right in taking that for granted. Okay? I am soo tired and hurt enough being mentally abused by you. Hey, why do I get this feeling that you're not even realize you kept doing this to me? Oh, I know, because you're mean. Thats why! You always think that you're too good and cool to do that to people. Can you like, just stop doing that? Because I think you're pathetic.

I'm sorry, people. I just too mad.


Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Being slim.

I don't know whether it's not working or I can't handle it. Well, you know, I'm on diet. Not exactly diet. I'm just not having dinner. Except for biscuits and sometimes buns. Because I thought, I'm getting fatter. And now, I'm doing my assignment and I'm damn hungry. I want to eat. My tummy seriously rumbling now.

*stomach growling*

Monday, December 27, 2010

Dedicate to you!

Biar ku lihat, setiap kali,
engkau sinar bagai matahari.
mencerahi segalanya.

Biar pun, buta, aku masih,
akan tetap selalu menyayangi,
tiada rintangan yang bisa menghapuskan,
cintaaaaaaaa ku.

I didn't know whether the lyrics I wrote are correct or not. But, I just want to tell you, that I really really addicted and obsessed to this song. Its by third Singapore Idol, Sezairi Sezali.

This is him. Cute, right? Hehe.

Okay, I want to dedicate this song for those who felt they're special. To me especially :))

Anyway, I told you about my obsession about the Indian clothing in my older post. I found one profile or page, or whatever, that sell this Indian tunics, salwar kameez and sarees. It accepts Maybank.
But, the price. Whoa! Super expensive. The most cheapest are RM 150. Well, to me its expensive. I don't know if to you, and whatever it is, I think I'll buy one. At least one.


Friday, December 24, 2010


I actually don't have idea to put the title for this post. Then, ngiaw randomly pops in my brain. Because just now, while I'm having lunch, there's one kitten pooping in front of me. Anis told me not to look at it, but I don't know, I justt can't stop looking at the kitten's activity. I don't have cats in my house, so I was damn curious to watch they pooping and shitting on the floor, in front of me. Haha. Its interesting, though. And last week, I saw cats having sex in front of me, while I'm having lunch. Yes, AGAIN.
Watching cats intercourse-ing, it reminds me of goats intercourse-ing. Uhuh! I saw kambing having sex too, peeps. We were actually on a trip to MARDI, Kluang with the Agriculture Science Clubbies. It's a 2 years ago experience. Its funny.

Okay, just  now I watched, 'Keeping Up With The Kardashians' at the TV room. Its a marathon show, I guessed. But, I only watched four or five episodes. Its really fun eventhough I was alone. I felt like I was at home. Watching the show with my siblings.

So, after finished with TV, I decided to go to my room and have a rest. Once, I stepped out of the room, then I thought to myself, "Why the heck am I here (hostel)? I can't believe I'm still here". I know, I sounded like some freaking loser who cannot accept her reality life. But, I'm so pissed off and homesick.
FYI, people, I'm actually not having a great life here. You won't understand why, anyway. And thank god I'm going home tonight. I really need a family-warm-love right now.


Thursday, December 23, 2010

Depression again.

I don't know whats the meaning of happy life anymore right now. I've done my thing, I never done anything attitudely wrong to people, I guessed. I accepted you just the way you are. And why the heck are you doing this to me?
Yes, mencarut is the most satisfaction thing to do when you're in depressed mode. Oh maybe I'm on menstruation period and emotionally unstable. But who cares about that anyway, its your attitude. Its too much.

I don't want to do anything. I'm not going to revenge or do whatever yucks. I'm just going to sit there silently. Continue doing my thing.
I believe in God. and I believed in karma too. Whatever hell you'd done to people, I'm sure you'll receive it somehow. What goes around, comes around, babe.

P/S: I know you hate me. Its obvious. But, I never hate you. I try to accept you in anyway.
You can leave me if you want to.


Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Facebook status.

It's damn funny when you get to read your status during the 2010. Here's the link, if you're interested to read mine :))
So, after I read my status-es, I saw a lot of depression mode status. I was like, "What thaaa???". Am I that frequently depressed? It looks like I'm not enjoying life at all. Haha.
But, what do you expect anyway. I'm not the kind that keeping your feelings inside, then burst out of nowhere. During 2010, I've gone too many i don't know, obstacles of life maybe? Start a new life in dental courses, adaptation with it, with new friends. Depression with broke-ups, with new friends. Heartbreaks. Whatever.

In  January-March of 2010, I started my second semester of foundation.
April-June 2010, I've done part-time work at KFC. Which was freaking exhausted, no life and left me bad memories. (Darn *YOU)
*refers to a particular person. 
July-November 2010, I started my first semester degree. Honestly, I felt like it was just yesterday, I registered my name.
December 2010, here it goes. Second semester of my first year of dentistry.

It's like just a glimpse, and I'm in second semester already. Fast eh? I hope 5 years are not as long as it sounds.
Okay, I don't have any idea who are reading this, but if you do, thanks a lot. And if you do, but you're complaining about what I've posted, gotohell. Its my blog anyway.

Terima Kasih, peeps:)

Monday, December 20, 2010

Dear friend,

Next time, don't do something like that again.
Please don't forget to take your medication somehow.
I'm happy to help you just now.
Just take care of yourself.
Love you.



I know I'm not clever.
I'm slow,
but please don't laugh at me.
Instead, teach me.

I know you're brilliant.
You're fast learner,
you're clever.
I kindly asked for your guidance.

Sadness and dissapointed.


Friday, December 17, 2010

I am so into Indian!

Okay. Tke note, that I'm not into Indian guys. I'm into Indian apparel. To me, its freaking unique and beautiful. I am so liking it. I'm obsessed with it. But, I've been searching blogs and webs that are selling Indian tunics, skirts, shoes and slippers that accept Maybank, Bank Islam, CIMB. I found nothing! Its so dissapointing.

Indian tunics.
See, I told you its beautiful.

Indian skirts.
I can't resist!!

 Indian shoes.
Its beaded and unique.

Indian slippers.
Suitable to where at any occasions. I have to grab one!

Lastly, its salwar kameez.
Beautiful, gorgeous, simply love it a lot, a lot!

God, help me find one pleasee!

My activites during holidays.

Oh, I'm so sorry for not updating you with my stuffs during the holidays. No internet access at home. So, I have to save it all and tell you now. I'd started my second semester on last Monday.
So, during the holidays....
I'm being a tutor for Farhana Nazri and her friend for their SPM preparation.
I'm watching TV.
I'm playing and fooling around with my siblings.
Me and my family went to the daughter  of my dad's friend wedding.
The driver to my adik and mom.
Collecting tooth to four dental clinics near my house.
Visitting friends at my old work place: KFC.
Bring my siblings to watch Rapunzel: 3D.

At the wedding.

Me and Maisarah camwhoring.

In the toilet. Camwhoring!

Well. I guessed thats all. My holidays were only two weeks. So, not all my plans are fulfilled. Actually, I want to go to the swimming complex, hangout with some friends, camwhoring. But unfortunately, I have to start my second semester before they got back to JB.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Legenda Budak Setan

This is the Malay movie that I also watched during the holidays. I honestly can’t understand why people can cry every time they watch this movie. The story was sad. It really was, because it’s the movie about the obstacles of their relationship.  I just can say that Ayu’s life had been so tragic! I can’t imagine if there are really people live their life like that.
Okay, firstly Ayu and her boyfriend were over-limit in their relationship. Which means, Ayu had lost her virginity before marriage.
Secondly, she didn’t like her boyfriend anymore because he cheated on her. And Ayu fell in love with ‘Budak Setan’ guy in her campus. Actually, she changed him to be a good guy, then she fell in love. Well that so sweet. I mean, no one’s capable to do that right?
Thirdly, Ayu’s mom got very sick and asked his ex-boyfriend to marry her while the ‘Budak Setan’ are away to do some research for a year. So, she had to do it in order to fulfill her mom’s desire before she dies. Which means, she’s not even happy with her marriage with her ex-boyfriend.
Fourthly, she missed ‘Budak Setan’ a lot until it made her husband annoyed and gets angry. And she was beaten up by her own husband. Unfortunately, she got a kaki pukul husband.
 Fifthly, she got too disappointed with him which made her to drive to nowhere until she met an accident. Typical, I know. So, she had to do a plastic surgery in order to get her face back and she asked to do a different one from her original face with a very stupid reason. And yeah, her so-called rejuvenation made her to divorce her husband and lead a normal life as a beautiful and successfully widow. Luckily, she found the ‘Budak Setan’ back and continued their long lost love together. And luckily, the guy can accept her different face. Heh.
Sixthly, her ex-husband came back into her life, begging and apologizing  but  Ayu don’t want her life to repeat like previously and she speak out her rights. Ayu yelled at her ex-husband, then he got mad which made him to beat Ayu for the second time. And this time, she’s not driving to nowhere, but she fell down and her head hit the vase. Guess what? She lost her memories completely. But, lucky her, ‘Budak Setan’ were still loyal and love her eventhough she lost her memories. Then, they got married.
Seventhly, Ayu was pregnant. While laboring the baby, unfortunate happens. She died. Yes, Ayu was dead. That’s the end of the story. The tragic life of a girl named Ayu.
Very sad and tragic but not enough to make me cry. Oh well. Its just a movie anyway. But, pity ‘Budak Setan’.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Go Mi Nam

Who the heck is Go Mi Nam? She’s the main role in Korean drama You’re Beautiful. Its quite popular during 2009. I just watched it during the holidays. Well, the point was, I hate Go Mi Nam’s characteristics. Like, she’s very damn lucky to live in a house with three cool guys. She had to be a guy to replace her twin brother in a band for a month. And all of them are falling for her. To me right, she’s done nothing to them, I mean, she’s not kind-hearted enough to make them crazy over her. She’s not that pretty, goddess and gorgeous. But, she’s cute somehow. Still, there are not enough evidence to make them fall in love with Go Mi Nam. And she’s pretending to be a guy is so not real. Her voice is so girlish. Very soft, cover her mouth while laughing. Come on, you’re pretending to be a guy, can you at least try to make a guy’s voice while you’re talking? How come the guys can’t even recognize Go Mi Nam is a girl? Haha. This is so funny. Yeah, one thing I hate about Go Mi Nam’s character is, she is so gedik. The way she walks to approach someone are so yucks. The way she made her ‘cute’ face. Urgh. It made me sick. Haha. I’m sorry, Go Mi Nam. I just hate you so much. She also just so dumb to follow whatever the evil Yoo He Yi ask her to do, but luckily her unfortunates are all covered and helped by the three cool guys. In short, she’s like Bawang putih in Indonesian drama, Bawang Putih dan Bawang Merah. So slow and so-called nice.  And why does the three guys like her so much? They got tones of fans, they can even pick one randomly. Better, real and prettier than Go Mi Nam. But one thing I like about Go Mi Nam are her haircut, her cool style, her spectacles were all cool and stylish. Her face with that kind of haircut, remind me of Eun Chan in Coffee Prince.
Well, I am so sorry for Go Mi Nam’s lovers out there. This is what you do while watching drama or movie. You tend to comment and complaint about the storyline, the characters, and many more. This is what I commented about the character of Go Mi Nam. Anyway, don’t take it too hard, people. This was just a drama J And this is just me who loves to condemn people.
Thanks for reading, peeps.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Memories for them.

Today, me and my siblings went to the mall to catch some movie. Titled, Rapunzel: Tangled. In 3D thats for sure. Its my first time watching movie in 3D. I know, I'm outdated. But whatever you say, I'm super happy! This is the first time for Maisara and Keyi to watch movie in cinema. They're so excited. Every minute they asked whether the movie has started or not. Haha. So cute.
While waiting for the movie to start, we're walking around the mall. Then, we stopped at Watsons. Keyi said, "Jangan masuk, jangan masuk!". I know its boring for kids like them to go in those kinds of shops. It makes me wonder, why when we're shopping with our parents, Keyi don't have the guts to say like that. Hmph.
Next, Keyi pointed at the arcade centre. Me and my big sis ignored him and said, "Tak best lah. Buang duit,". Then he started to make sad face and not holding my hand while we're walking anymore. I really don't know what this mean. I mean, Maisara can get over it. Maisara can take it if we're not taking her to the arcade centre.
Then, I ended this confusion with one conclusion, Keyi was the only boy and the last one in our siblings, we're all girls. We got the same similarities, we understand each other, we got the same commons and mentality. Thats why I don't quite understand what he wants actually. Haha. Pity him. After that, I've decided to take him to the arcade centre. To fulfill his childhood desires and let it be his memories. And want him to know, that he got the best sisters in the world :)
In the cinema, as I told you, we're watching Rapunzel, an animated movie. The movie was funny in the beginning, Keyi and Maisara were laughing out loud. Honestly, I was so happy to see them laugh and reach out their hand to touch the screen.
So, thats it. The memories of them. No pictures uploaded here, internet are slow and I'm lazy to wait. If you're interested to see their pictures, you can just look at my Facebook.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Being a tutor for SPM student.

Okay, this was like a task has been given to me from Adam. There's this one girl who are taking her SPM examination this year. He asked Adam to help her in preparation for Physics and Chemistry. But unfortunately, Adam haven't finished his finals. He's still away from JB. Then, I don't know what has got into his mind, he straight away ask me to replace his place.
Come on, people. Do you really think I'm capable in doing this? Its Physics and Chemistry, dude. I'm ok if its Additional Mathematics or Biology. Nevermind, I can try my best. I looked at the positive side, there's must be reason that I'm the 'chosen' one to replace Adam's place. I think Adam got faith and trust in me. Bhahaha.
I've decided that I'm going to revise all the topics that she wants to discuss. But all of my books, I gave my sister to use it. Sigh.
So, last Sunday, I went to TIJB for this tutorial thing. I met her there. She's insider. I bring myself, phone and purse. No books and notes. What the hell. Macam lah pandai sangat. Luckily, she's Teha's friend. And coincidently, my primary school junior. So, its not awkward to talk and teach her and yeah she brings her friend along. Alhamdulillah, I'm not making fool of myself in front of them. Eventhough I'm not clever and excellent as Adam but at least, I helped them a bit.
And this coming Wednesday, I'll teach them Physics again. But this time, I've prepared something. Which was good though :)

Friday, November 26, 2010

Hi, Peeps :)

Hello, everyone. I'm back while I was away for almost a week. As you know, I was having my first examination for degree level. What can I say? Its freaking damn hard. Even the geniuses in my class said it was difficult. What about me, then? I've done last minutes preparation, sleeping and blah. So, I might just patiently wait for the results and accept it calmly. Sigh.

Obstacles Before and During Examination

1. The most typical problem that every student will faced. Inability in concentrating while revising/studying.
2. My wisdom tooth is erupting, which causes the gum swells. Big one. Its very pain. Pain enough to make me cry. And its very distracting when I'm having the Multiple Choices Question (MCQ) for Oral Biology subject.
3. The questions are difficult! There's this essay paper, it got two sections. Section A and B. Section A is the long essay. Given two questions and have to choose one. Which cost 100 marks for each question. Section B is the short essay. Given four questions and answer it all. This one is 50 marks for each question. What the fish? How to answer? The unexpected questions are out. And I don't know what to throw up in the paper. I don't know what to write. In my answer sheet, I used only half of the page with large handwriting for 50 marks question.
4. OSPE paper. Its the examination for practical. Its weird for the first timer like me. The exam were held in a lab. Its divided into 15 separated sections. In every section got 1 question. Only three minutes are provided for each question. To me, it was tense. Because, if the question are difficult, you got no time to think efficiently.

Okay, enough for now. I just got back from KL this 3.00 am in the morning. I'll story to you my post-examination 'celebration'. I want to sleep now.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I'm going home!

Yes! Finally I got the chance to go back home and gather with my family. This time all of them are at home. Eventhough for only 5 days I'll be at home. I'm taking the 5 o'clock in the evening ride back to Johor Bahru. So, this morning I woke up and do my laundry and packing my books. I have to bring the books along with me this time. For some preparation due to the upcoming examination.
I just watched 'My Mom's New Boyfriend', now I'm updating my blog instead of rushing to finish the syllabus. Sigh-ness -.-"

Dear bestfriend,

I don't know if you read this. But if you do, i'm sorry for your loss. Your RM10 credit for 2 hour and a half talks and laughs and flashbacks. Woohoo! Really brighten up my day :) And also your lappy! I know its precious and no more Coffee Prince and Grey's Anatomy for filling up your 'take 5' and boringness. But thats okay. I'm sure you'll replaced it soon. I'm hoping that you learnt your lesson to lock your door at night. And oh yeah, it seems like a very long time we haven't chit chatting together huh? Each of us are always busy. We also haven't spend time together since last Ramadhan. I'm looking forward to it for the next semester. Bear that in mind. Well, I hate to say this, but I'm kind of missing you. Haha! I'm so sweet. I know! :) So, we're having our finals on the same day. Best wishes for you. Wish me luck too, dude. Thanks for the advices and the quotes. *Yeah! Don't forget to ask me that particular quote next year. I promise, I'll answer it differently.*

Yes, I glad that my bestfriend are still a weirdo.


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Specially dedicate to you, dear besties :)

I just want to share with you this awesome-ness of this boy. He's just so damn great.


Thursday, November 11, 2010

I hope she's going to be alright.

I'm talking about my friend, Farah Fadzreen here. At 12 pm today, me and my friends are going to 'Pusat Kesihatan' because we're vaccinate-ing Hepatitis B. Coincidentally Een was sick. She's keep vomitting and got diarrhoea. She was so weak. Then we adviced her to seek a doctor. The Doctor took her blood and urine sample to the lab. After a while, the results were out and the doctor suspected her to have appendix or urinary tract infection. Due to presence of blood and a tiny piece of 'meat' in her urine. Sounds serious and quite scary right. Then, she was submitted to Klang Hospital for further examinations and maybe operation? Because the nurse told that she have to puasa for two days. Pity her. She lived in Sarawak. Her family are far away from her. We want to accompany her but we got problems in transportation. I just hope that she's going to be alright.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010


JPA banked in liao!! So, I got money and I'm sort of rich now. My friend bought DSLR camera, new handphone, watch, new spectacle, shoes. But, I don't even have the desire to spend the money. Dammit finals are coming dude. My mind are focusing to study now. Too many to read. And too bad that I hate reading, so its hard to me :( Many task and work to do lately. And thanks to Deepavali holiday, I managed to settled those works. Alhamdulillah.

So today story, I put my bag at the locker located outside of the lab. Then, I went to lunch, when I want to pay the food that I'm going to buy, then I found my money are gone. Only RM50 in my purse. Thank god I didn't put many in it. But still, RM50 I can use it for 3-5 days what. Piff.

Recently, in class, we had to do tooth carving. We used wax to carve incisor (front), premolar and molar (back of the teeth) of the teeth. Its like art. We have to carve it very detail, complete with the ridge and the groove. So, sounds difficult right. It was. But, I really enjoyed doing it. Its interesting. I prefer carving the whole day than listening to the lectures.

From a block of wax turning into a tooth.
I got a friend who loves guitar a lot. He'll perform at Bukit Jalil this coming 25th November. I want to come but I don't have friends to go with. If someone free n that particular day, please inform me.

Shit! I got to go.
Chiaw Ngiaw.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Random Midnight.

Hello, friends. In the middle of the night, I would like to write something. I had just woke up from my 2 hours nap. Practically its not a nap, its a long sleep. Tomorrow's holiday! (Deepavali) Yayy! I want to do my oral biology report. Before that I've read notes about Dajjal in Facebook. Its really creeping me out. Its sounds very scary with the pictures. Ugh. Suddenly goosebumps all over me. "Great, I'm alone tonight", I thought. My roomate gone overnight somewhere to study I guessed. I hope I'll be fine tonight.

So, finals are getting nearer huh? I mean, my finals. My friends's finals were almost over. Mine are on 22nd November. I'm nervous, but I don't know why I still didn't start study. Whatever it'll be, I really hope I can manage my time geniously and will be fully prepared. Amin.

My assignment about creating a blog, we got our marks already. Haha. So, guess what did I got? 21 over 25 again. But its quite okay okay compared to others. I'm satisfied with my mark anyway.

Okay, thats it. Very random post in the middle of the night. I want to continue doing my report. Good night, dear bloggers.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Trip to Kelantan.

Its my first time going to Kelantan. Well. Its a great trip anyway. Majorly its because of the Intervarsity Sports Games. Sadness and happiness gained while I'm in the trip. So, my comment about Kelantan, firstly, I thought we'll be on highway like for hours. Instead, we're on jalan kampung all the way. Zig zag here and there, sharp selekoh here and there. My head's super duper dizzy and thank God I don't even feel like vomit at all.

Then, in Kelantan, all the papan tanda of the shop, got jawi writing. They jawi-ing all the name of the shop. Even if the shop name was in English. For example, Streamyx, Proffesional Power Tools, Happy, Champion Acsesssories, Primary Assembly Church and many more maybe? Try to write all these names in Jawi. You'll find it quite hilarious.

After that, I saw paddy field on our way back. A lot of them! I've never seen one in my entire life. Of course, I was super duper jakun in the bus. I wanted to take pictures of it, but I was in the bus, raining, and my camera won't be able to capture the paddy field beautifully and sharp. Sigh.

Lastly, we went to the shops there. To buy some souvenirs. They said tudung in Kelantan were very nice, variety and cheap. Then, I bought two. I thought the price that I paid was cheap already. But my friend told me, I can get more cheaper if I can kecek kelate. Way more cheaper. They said sometimes the seller cheated the price tag. Well, I don't know about that. But if they really did it, its really over.

I heard all the foods in Kelantan were sweet. It'll taste horrible and bizarre. And thank god, all the food that I ate, none of them taste sweet. Except for the kuih muih.

When the last day we're in Kelantan, its like raining all the way. Then, I saw flood. Not very severe and dangerous. But its still flood everywhere. It covered the tyre of the car, the floor of the houses, the floor of the post office, the parit  and longkang of course.

Now, lets talk about the sports. As I told you, I participated in futsal. Well, UiTM sent two female futsal team. Our team got the fourth place. The other team got third place and they got bronze medal. So, the sad part was, I was reserved. I know I was sucks. My coach knew it too. Then, there's one match my coach ask me to play. So, I played. I was in the court, they were shouting and tell me what to do, then I followed. Well, what do you expect when a sucker in the court playing in a match and people were hoping she'll score a goal? I was damn panicked and sucks. Then my coach shouted something that let me down. He straight away substitute me with other striker. Piff. I hate futsal since then.
*Dear coach, if you read this, I wanted to say that I don't want to play futsal again. You'll hate me because I was, am and will sucks like forever.

I was crying, not particularly because he let me down, its because I remembered my test results was very bad. I was thinking that, I'm sucks in studies and sports. Then it made me cry, cry and cry. Thanks to Abu for calming me down :) I'm a lot more better after crying.
So, the happy part was, at the end of the event, there were tarik tali event happening. There're for female and male. Guess what?? I took part in it. Just for fun. Its my first time anyway. So, UiTM won. Gold medal. For the female team. Haha. The only gold for UiTM.

Intervarsity Sports Games in USM, Kubang Kerian

Taking picture with the medal and UiTM flag.

UiTM squad.

Tarik tali gang.

Dinner on the night of the event.

My futsal team.

This is what I like about tarik tali. Everyone's supporting you non-stop!

Gold medal, baybehh!

Bite the medal:)

Male futsal team got third place.

Two tudung that I'd bought.


Monday, October 25, 2010


I will be away from updating blog for a while because, you know, its the end of the semester, I'm busy practicing for the upcoming futsal tournament, busy catching up with the previous lectures, find the precious time to rest and a lot more.

I will be in Kelantan for 3 days and 2 nights. We'll be staying at UiTM, Machang. Er, can you just pray that our team will win? Doesn't matter if we got second or third place. We're not professionals anyway. But, I hoped that we're not wasting our time practicing almost every evening and bring back nothing. Please? Thanks. Amin.

Before that, as you know, I play futsal. But, unfortunately, I'm sucks. Unlike my friends, we're freshies together. Somehow, she's really a good striker now. She knew how to dribble the ball. I don't know, what's my mistakes, we're practiced the same thing, but she's very good and I'm not. Well, I really think that I'm not born to play futsal.

I'm such a loser, I guessed.

But whatever you think, I'll still try my best to best like her. I know, I just have 3 days to go.

Forget about the fact that I'm a loser, this week I'll have my Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Sejarah and Computer Science finals.

Wish me luck for futsal and finals, mates! :)

Thursday, October 21, 2010


Life are getting busy and busier now. Students are having their study weeks and struggling for their preparation for the examinations. SPM and STPM are also around the corner. *Good luck, Teha!* Every night, they'll spend time in front of the books and start their revision.

While me?

I'm joining the UiTM, Faculty of Dentistry futsal team.

There will be tournament in USM, Kelantan. Its actually for the "Sukan Intervarsiti Pergigian". Its the programme that involved all the dental students in local universities. Futsal, Badminton, Netball, Table Tennis, Squasy and also Tarik Tali. This programme is quite good, to me. Because its typically build the strong bond between you and your seniors and friends. Besides, you can also usually make new friends from other universities. For your information, its an opportunity for me too. Because I haven't been to Kelantan in my entire life. Its lame, I know.
Anyway, yeah, I admitted that I'm bloody sucks in sports. I'm tall and have broad shoulders. But, neither of these characteristics help me to excel in sports.
One of my friends, reacted this way when I told him I participated in futsal, "You??!! Playing futsal?? Damn, sure your team will lose". Okay, this is not a good friend. He just let you down. Whatever you say, jerk! Piff. At least I'll try. And of course I won't be the strikers,or the defenders or even the goal keeper! I'm not that great. Being the reserves are suitable for me. I know I'm not good anyway.
So, me and my team-mates practicing every evening. To build our stamina and learn new skills from the guy seniors. InsyaAllah, we'll try our best to raise the name of our university :)


Saturday, October 16, 2010

Pathetic, wretched and sad.

Life's pathetic when,
you thought you're going to be okay, but instead you're not. Its hard when you're trying your very damn best to entertain yourself with the surroundings but nothing happen.

Life's hurt when,
you're making jokes to your friends and they smirked and thought your jokes are super duper boring and lame. You knew that they're just playing around but you just can't take it because its them and not your besties.

Life's unfair when,
you thought that you're actually got a chemistry with them, you treated them nicely, trying to be a good listener, you gave your opinions when they're telling you about their problems,
and yet they didn't treat you nicely back, sometimes, they're not even trying to be a good listener to you, they ignored you when you're sharing your problems with them.
While you're expecting them to do the same thing that you did to them.

"You treat people nice, they'll treat you nice back"
"You do good deeds to people, they'll do good deeds to you back".
These are bullshits. Not all people are like that.

Life's sad when,
after all this while you thought that you got an originally special place in their heart even if you're seldomly meet them, but instead that special place are gradually replaced by a new person that have exactly same characteristics as you do. Honestly, you'll not felt special anymore. You felt abondoned.

Life's miserable when,
you got new friends which is familiar and interesting for you to get to know them. First impression you thought they're kind, nice, good and pleasant but in reality, after you knew them, they're just typical, annoying, irritating and nauseating.

Life's useless when,
you talked about their favourite shows to them in order to attract their attention, but instead they just don't get it and said, "Hmmph" and "I like it! You watched it too?". Yeah. Thats it. No more further conversation.

Life's worry when,
you knew that one of your bestfriend changed because of their environment and friends.

Life's angry when,
your brain were very slow penetrating the new thing into it. You're slow in picking up something new, when adapting new things. Its frustrating.

Life's getting weird when,
you tried to wear something that one of a kind, you hoped they'll praise you but instead, people thought you're bizarre. Like its a bad thing. You'll feel down and gloomy. There's no more 'tripod' to support you from the back.

Anyhow, you just have to accept the facts and realities. You can't changed things in the past. But you can change the future, you can do it. Just be yourself. Easy.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010


If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the Sixties, that's his problem. Love and peace are eternal.
- John Lennon

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.
- Elie Wiesel

She used to be my besties in Secondary 1-3.

Besties during Secondary 1-5.

Beautiful and Gorgeous. Its Frizzy Dumpin'.
Experience is how life catches up with us and teaches us to love and forgive each other.

First guy BFF ever. The best and the weirdest.
The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

Tripod forever and irreplaceable.
True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in three bodies.

The best classmates in campus life.
But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine.

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.



As I told you in my first post, i've created this blog because its part of my assignment project for Computer Science subject. Before this, we learnt about how to use Microsoft Power Point. At first, it sounds weird. Because, you know PowerPoint is general. Everyone knew how to use it. But not for me. I am quite dumb in IT, computer and technologies. So, I learnt a lot during the practicals. Now, I know how to use hyperlink, insert boxes, shapes, word text and many. After that, we had to do an assignment by using MS PowerPoint about either 'netiquette', 'cloud computing' or 'push mail and pull mail'. I chose cloud computing. Here are my works.

So, how was it? Haha! To me its perfect. But if I compare mine with my friends, their's were like way too perfect than mine. Mine are just simple. No background and dull. My friend's are creative, full with colours and animation. Anyway, I can do better next time right? :) Guess how my lecturer rate me with this kind of work? 21 over 25. Well I guessed, I deserved that marks.