Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Tadabbur Alam

I once scribbled something when we were on our way back to Shah Alam from Sg Buloh. The note was on 17th March 2014.

"I'm on my way to faculty. In the van, sitting next to En. Hasni, the driver.

Observing through this window of how the weather is today.

I remember how hot and dry, drought the weather was. The woods were burnt anywhere I go. Through out any journey, left and right. There were several burnt woods.

A few days ago, rain pouring heavily and drizzling, alternately.

And HAZE, innalillah, the haze was so bad.

It was so bad, that my hijab smells like one. The smoke stucked in my hijab.
It was so bad, that my throat is phlegm-ish and I coughed like WTV today.
It was so bad, that my eyes were in pain as I walked to anywhere.

And today, looking out this window, through this Guthrie highway and thought, "Masha-Allah. Alhamdulillah, the weather has turned like it supposed to".

Then again I thought, how Great The One is.
He is so Great, that He can just do whatever to us. To the lands and clouds and anything in between them.

He is The Right.
He is so Right that anything He does, has the reason behind it. He has the right to do this.

He is Strong.
Too powerful, that He can just make the Sun so bright.

So bright, the woods got burnt.
So bright, the water got evaporated.
So bright, the water supplies got disrupted.
So bright, the rain are afraid to form.
So bright, the white clouds got disappeared from the clear blue skies.

He controls everything. He can make the haze came and go. Though they said the rain poured down because they did cloud seeding, whatever it is. Alhamdulillah. It won't work if Allah said no.

One more thing I realized, although the woods burnt down, the branches left are still beautiful. Masha-Allah. How Great Allah is? I told you, He just do it.

"Originator of the heavens and the earth. When He decrees a matter, He only says to it, "Be," and it is."

Quran 2:117

Too Powerful, too Great,
He can get the trees alive back by pouring the rain,
He can get the trees die off by let the Sun goes as bright as it can.

"And of His signs is [that] He shows you the lightening [causing] fear and aspiration, and He sends down rain from the sky by which He brings to life the earth after its lifelessness. Indeed in that are signs for a people who use reason."

Quran 30:24

If He The Great can do that to the skies, the lands and anything in between, why would you think He can't does the same thing to us, humans?



Destinies written in Luh Mahfuz.
MH370; disappear, die, or alive?
Overdose in FMFA; mati katak je.

Aren't any of these enough evidences for us what Allah is trying to show?

Come on, Nani.
Have faith and improve yourself.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Oh dear dentistry - REQUIREMENTS

No I won't extend.
No I WON'T.

But, towards the end of year 4, I haven't have enough case.

I only issued one pair of denture. 8 units to go.
And I have 1 year to kejar?
Am I serious?
Gila ke apa ni!
(CRY!)

With single canal and endo molar lagi.
Am I serious?

With crowns and bridges.
With only 2 points for site 2 posterior.
Site 2 anterior still zero.
Am I serious?
(CRY!)

With Removable appliance yang only 3 patients tu?
I need 2 more.
Fixed appliance inshaAllah can kejar.
But seriously nani!?

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Hi Kak Ili!

Salam! Last two days, I told Kak Ili (my naqibah) about my first year friends. Then spilled to her that I like to blog back then. So she said she wants to check my blog out. To 'assess' me before tarbiyah. Like so funny when I thought my posts.

I don't know if she'd read it though. But if you do Kak Ili, leave a comment :D

I'm having study week for finals. Wish me luck. Doakan agar aku dapat kekuatan untuk focus, ketenangan jiwa, hati dan otak untuk menerima ilmu yang bakal masuk. Ameeeen.

Toodles!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Death

One thing I just knew about death are I don't like changes and replacement made because of their absence.

They just won't be the same, of course. It totally needs time to adapt with their absence, then i'll accept replacement.

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

You know nothing, and you request bullshit.

Fyi, nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

home.

i feel like i've been ignored.
i sat there, laughed and talked to them.
but none of them responded.
as if i'm not there.
as if i'm invisible.

it's sick to think what have i done.
because i can't remember anything that was mean.
only the smallest thing from asking them
to throw out the rubbish,
to wash the frying pan.

it's sick to follow their pace.
like, they ignore me and i shall ignore them too.
actually i've tried.
but failed terribly.
failed as in i ended up being depressed.

depressed because after these 3 1/2 years,
i never ignore anyone (unless we're pissed each other off)
you and me were so fine.

Thursday, October 17, 2013