I don't know why.

Again, this is just my heart do the talk.

Okay, you see, my elder sister is a 'hot-stuff'. She's a beauty, and kind, and blah, and blah. She did look like one of the character in Grey's Anatomy gal, that Latina gal. I can't remember what her name was. So, many guys wanted to be with her. But unfortunately, she had a 2-years-old relationship with her boyfie, which is a future lawyer. And, here's the story. There was a guy, religious guy, imam at a Masjid at Kepong, mengaji instructor, and ustaz at a Sekolah Agama. He knew that my sister had a bf, but he believed in jodoh. (Well, who doesn't? Pfft.) He said to my sis, "I'll wait for you, no matter what it takes". He already met my parents. My dad likes him. But, I seriously, irritated and annoyed with his words to my sister. Like, "Aku akan menunggumu sehingga ke akhir hayat ku" (?) Oh, come on already! I DON'T BELIEVE GUYS ANYMORE. Those are all sweet-sweet talk one leh.

Oh, dear, help me overcome this feelings. People, as in, my sister and those guys who're involved, and my friends, will hate me, for behaving like this. I am afraid, if I end-up will reject my own jodoh.
XOXO