Away.

I will be away from updating blog for a while because, you know, its the end of the semester, I'm busy practicing for the upcoming futsal tournament, busy catching up with the previous lectures, find the precious time to rest and a lot more.

I will be in Kelantan for 3 days and 2 nights. We'll be staying at UiTM, Machang. Er, can you just pray that our team will win? Doesn't matter if we got second or third place. We're not professionals anyway. But, I hoped that we're not wasting our time practicing almost every evening and bring back nothing. Please? Thanks. Amin.

Before that, as you know, I play futsal. But, unfortunately, I'm sucks. Unlike my friends, we're freshies together. Somehow, she's really a good striker now. She knew how to dribble the ball. I don't know, what's my mistakes, we're practiced the same thing, but she's very good and I'm not. Well, I really think that I'm not born to play futsal.

I'm such a loser, I guessed.

But whatever you think, I'll still try my best to best like her. I know, I just have 3 days to go.

Forget about the fact that I'm a loser, this week I'll have my Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Sejarah and Computer Science finals.

Wish me luck for futsal and finals, mates! :)

XOXO

Busy-ness

Life are getting busy and busier now. Students are having their study weeks and struggling for their preparation for the examinations. SPM and STPM are also around the corner. *Good luck, Teha!* Every night, they'll spend time in front of the books and start their revision.

While me?

I'm joining the UiTM, Faculty of Dentistry futsal team.

There will be tournament in USM, Kelantan. Its actually for the "Sukan Intervarsiti Pergigian". Its the programme that involved all the dental students in local universities. Futsal, Badminton, Netball, Table Tennis, Squasy and also Tarik Tali. This programme is quite good, to me. Because its typically build the strong bond between you and your seniors and friends. Besides, you can also usually make new friends from other universities. For your information, its an opportunity for me too. Because I haven't been to Kelantan in my entire life. Its lame, I know.
Anyway, yeah, I admitted that I'm bloody sucks in sports. I'm tall and have broad shoulders. But, neither of these characteristics help me to excel in sports.
One of my friends, reacted this way when I told him I participated in futsal, "You??!! Playing futsal?? Damn, sure your team will lose". Okay, this is not a good friend. He just let you down. Whatever you say, jerk! Piff. At least I'll try. And of course I won't be the strikers,or the defenders or even the goal keeper! I'm not that great. Being the reserves are suitable for me. I know I'm not good anyway.
So, me and my team-mates practicing every evening. To build our stamina and learn new skills from the guy seniors. InsyaAllah, we'll try our best to raise the name of our university :)

Farewell.
XOXO

Pathetic, wretched and sad.

Life's pathetic when,
you thought you're going to be okay, but instead you're not. Its hard when you're trying your very damn best to entertain yourself with the surroundings but nothing happen.

Life's hurt when,
you're making jokes to your friends and they smirked and thought your jokes are super duper boring and lame. You knew that they're just playing around but you just can't take it because its them and not your besties.

Life's unfair when,
you thought that you're actually got a chemistry with them, you treated them nicely, trying to be a good listener, you gave your opinions when they're telling you about their problems,
and yet they didn't treat you nicely back, sometimes, they're not even trying to be a good listener to you, they ignored you when you're sharing your problems with them.
While you're expecting them to do the same thing that you did to them.

"You treat people nice, they'll treat you nice back"
"You do good deeds to people, they'll do good deeds to you back".
These are bullshits. Not all people are like that.

Life's sad when,
after all this while you thought that you got an originally special place in their heart even if you're seldomly meet them, but instead that special place are gradually replaced by a new person that have exactly same characteristics as you do. Honestly, you'll not felt special anymore. You felt abondoned.

Life's miserable when,
you got new friends which is familiar and interesting for you to get to know them. First impression you thought they're kind, nice, good and pleasant but in reality, after you knew them, they're just typical, annoying, irritating and nauseating.

Life's useless when,
you talked about their favourite shows to them in order to attract their attention, but instead they just don't get it and said, "Hmmph" and "I like it! You watched it too?". Yeah. Thats it. No more further conversation.

Life's worry when,
you knew that one of your bestfriend changed because of their environment and friends.

Life's angry when,
your brain were very slow penetrating the new thing into it. You're slow in picking up something new, when adapting new things. Its frustrating.

Life's getting weird when,
you tried to wear something that one of a kind, you hoped they'll praise you but instead, people thought you're bizarre. Like its a bad thing. You'll feel down and gloomy. There's no more 'tripod' to support you from the back.


Anyhow, you just have to accept the facts and realities. You can't changed things in the past. But you can change the future, you can do it. Just be yourself. Easy.

XOXO

Besties

If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the Sixties, that's his problem. Love and peace are eternal.

- John Lennon

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.

- Elie Wiesel

She used to be my besties in Secondary 1-3.

Besties during Secondary 1-5.

Beautiful and Gorgeous. Its Frizzy Dumpin'.

Experience is how life catches up with us and teaches us to love and forgive each other.



First guy BFF ever. The best and the weirdest.

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

Tripod forever and irreplaceable.

True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in three bodies.

The best classmates in campus life.

But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine.

Zombie.

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

XOXO

Assignment

As I told you in my first post, i've created this blog because its part of my assignment project for Computer Science subject. Before this, we learnt about how to use Microsoft Power Point. At first, it sounds weird. Because, you know PowerPoint is general. Everyone knew how to use it. But not for me. I am quite dumb in IT, computer and technologies. So, I learnt a lot during the practicals. Now, I know how to use hyperlink, insert boxes, shapes, word text and many. After that, we had to do an assignment by using MS PowerPoint about either 'netiquette', 'cloud computing' or 'push mail and pull mail'. I chose cloud computing. Here are my works.

So, how was it? Haha! To me its perfect. But if I compare mine with my friends, their's were like way too perfect than mine. Mine are just simple. No background and dull. My friend's are creative, full with colours and animation. Anyway, I can do better next time right? :) Guess how my lecturer rate me with this kind of work? 21 over 25. Well I guessed, I deserved that marks.

Toodles.
XOXO

10.10.10

Yeah. Beautiful date, Sheikh Muzaffar's marriage. But unfortunately, today was the UNLUCKIEST day for the girl that i'm going to tell you about.

Okay. This is a story about a girl with a very kind and great intention of helping people and of course, herself too.

Scene 1:
She got tonnes of assignment to work on. And she need a laptop. Okay, this girl never own a laptop. Luckily, her brother lend his laptop to her. ''For a temporary time'', she guessed. She was very excited to initiate the task given. But unfortunately, when she booted up the laptop, she found that the Microsoft Office 2010 has expired already. She tried to download it from the internet and unfortunately once again, she didn't know how to do it and tried until 5.00 am. Thus, she have to borrow her friend's laptop. Tension. Stress. Depressed.

Scene 2:
Her friend asked her to accompany him to buy a jersey. She pitied him if he's going alone and agreed to go out with him. Its Sunday 11 am. Packed with people. Chaotic-ness in KL. Monorail, bus, LRT were like sardines in a freaking small can. When they arrived at the shop, he just looked, touched the jersey a little bit, and walked to another shop. He did the same thing as well. ''Okay, this is weird'', she thought to herself. Unfortunately, he told her that he was actually surveying only. ''I'm exhausted and he was surveying. Great!'', she monologued. Tired. Sleepy. Frust.

Scene 3:
On her way back to home. They took a bus. Its a long way. She's asleep in the bus. Her neck and back was aching. Unfortunately, she had motion sickness. So, she forced herself to sleep. To avoid from puking in the bus. Nausea. Dizzy. Again, tired for the whole day.

Scene 4:
They arrived at the bus interchange. Where the food stall are also there. She wanted to buy her dinner and she was expecting her friend's turn to accompany her to buy dinner. But unfortunately, he said he's tired and sleepy. Then, she wanted to test him. She said, ''You can go home first if you want to''. And suddenly, ''You really don't mind? I go home first, then. I'm sorry I'm not accompanying you to buy dinner. And thanks for today'', he said with a tired expression. She was left speechless. But however, she think positive and continue to buy her food. Unexpected. Speechless. Starving.

Scene 5:
She hopped on to a bus to go home. She got a seat. The bus was getting fuller and fuller. She put the food on her lap. And suddenly the plastic of yee mee cantonese's gravy rolled out of the plastic and go BHOOSHH all over the floor. Suddenly, all eyes were on her. Her face blushed embarrassed. She went to talk to the driver. And apologise. Thank god the driver was nice. She heard all individuals in the bus were talking about her and the bhoosh thing. She's getting more embarrassed, hungry thinking about what will she eat for dinner and the 'unfortunates' for her whole day. Embarrassed. Hungry. Waste.

The ending, the girl ended up crying out loud. She haven't do her assignment. Which has to submit on 11.10.10. She quite angry that her friend didn't buy the jersey. She's freaking exhausted. She's hungry. And lastly thank to god because give such a bad day today.

XOXO

Introducing Me.

Typically I'll start with my name. Its Siti Amanani Bte Selamat. I was born on 1991. I'm from Johor Bahru, Johor. I got 6 siblings. All girls except the last one is a boy. I don't belong to a rich family. But we're still weirdly happy together. All of us are Malaysian except for my dad. He's a Singaporean. So, i'm a half-half :)

Honestly, this is my first time blogging. I created a blog because its a part of my assignment for Computer Science subject. I'm not a blogger kind of person. But I do love to read others blog. Some of them like to write poems and stories. Some of them like to give tips on health care. And most of them, like to share their experiences and pictures to the readers. So, I don't know what kind of blog will I produce.

If you realize, i'm sucks in English. My grammar aren't good. I learnt grammar for 15 years, but it didn't improve. But, oh well. As long as I can communicate in english, its ok to me.

My life isn't great like everybody else. I didn't go to Santorini as my holiday trip. I didn't shopping at branded stores like my friends used to. I never stayed in a relationship for years. I haven't tried paintball and archery in my whole life. My life are just ordinary and common. But somehow, i'm still grateful with it. As long as God stays with me, my families stays behind me and my besties are always give me supports, i'm happy being an ordinaire person.

Well, thats a very brief post about me. I'll update you soon!

XOXO