It happens.

When you treat some people nice.

And some got treated like shit.

It happens.

The one that been treated nice,

treats you like shit.

Hurt you.

While,

The one that been treated like shit,

treats you the nicest.

Cherish you.

How lucky are you?

The one who treats you the nicest,

Stays.

And still are.

Life.

Professionalism. Dentistry. Life.

Dentistry taught me to be a professional. Define professional? Well to me, professional where you do things and people look you superiorly, because you are someone. People- patients to be precised, looked you as someone who're serious in his job. Serious in whatever you do. When communicating with lecturers, you oughta be serious. Because dealing with patients ain't something that can be toyed. Indeed, I agree. A lecturer told us once, "Professional attire is monotone." I just got to agree with that as well. Black, brown, grey, white, navy blue. Yeah. I started to collecting it.
My watch- from neon orange strap, turquoise background with cartoon cats on it. Change into a grey steel watch. Very professional.
My shoes- from yellow to pink to green. Well I planned to buy a new pair of shoes which will be black in colour.
My clothes combination- no longer practicing colour-blocking. because it'll looked childish.

Very professional.

What happened to me now?
XOXO

Mentally abused.

So I thought I am only being abused mentally during year 1, but unfortunately am being abused now as well.
I hate people who are being secretive. I mean, I am not kepoci or what. The point is, if you want to tell me something, tell me straightforward. I don't like people hesitate or tell me half way. If you think 'let it be mysterious', then I would say, 'mysterious is so mainstream now, to me its more like annoying'. I'm not interested in anyone's life. But once you 'break the ice', I'll be very concern and I want it to be solved or achieved, or settled. No half way, no bullshits, no unclear stories.
Okay fine, if you wanna tell me unclear stories, go ahead. But don't be mad if I misinterpret ay? I do think I have the rights to think on the possibilities.

ps: I told you to tell her instead of me. I told you she would understands you way way better than me. I told you i'm blur and slow and naive. I warned you before, but you still wanna tell me, half way. And ending it up blaming me for not understand you. My mind is fucked up.

SOMETIMES.

There are people who're born to let others down. It isn't about you being so flaccid and fragile. Its the matter of you being optimistic, and at the same time they're letting you down without any intention.
Because they're born to be like that.

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Down again. My favourite senior is posted to Sarawak. I can't understand why am I so down with that. I am so down, I eat till my emotions are out.
Crazy.

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One day I was thinking, why wouldn't God made me beautiful? With pretty features on the face, perfect shape of the body, flawless skin, and all the other good appearances.
I'm grateful like this. Its just, why i'm not like my other friends (who're pretty)? Then I came out with some possible answers. Wait, i'm not God, where I can come out with answer and all. Its my thought lah, I would say.
So the first one, if I was born to be pretty, I might be a slut. Like, i'm slutting around with guys or girls, perhaps? Yikes!
Second, I might be so proud like a peacock. I know i'm pretty and I want to befriend with pretty people only. No ugly ducklings on my list. Damn, that is soooo meaan! :O

So the conclusion is, if I have perfect and beautiful appearances I won't be me. Like now. Besides, I still think that I have perfect body systems, like most of us have. We still have skin for immune system, we still have nose and mouth to breathe and eat, we still have heart to pump the blood for circulatory system. Not to mention you have all the enzymes and protein inside of our bodies, that small tiny tiny things that made us healthy. Things that we can't see, but play a huge role to us. Appreciate that. God creates that for a reason.

Enough of random mumbles.

Terlalu mengejar title awesome tersebut,
Secara indirectly,
You already caused trouble to some people.
Really, you just have to be considerate,
Empathy,
And not being selfish.

Sayang,
You're already awesome.
Just....
Don't try so hard for it.

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