How frustrating,
You love art, but you can do nothing with it.
In other words,
You have no skills in it.
You don't even know how to doodle.
Frustrating indeed.

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Apabila Tuhan uji kau dengan ujian yang boleh tahan besar.
Seperti sesuatu yang menguji kesabaran, sesuatu yang telah pun membuatkan kau mengeluarkan kata-kata sesat.
B*bi. Cib*i. Fu*k. Sia*.
Atas sesuatu perkara yang kecil saja padahal.
Walaupun setakat mendrill gigi sebanyak 0.2mm.

Sah kau sedang diuji.
Diuji oleh Maha Kuasa.

Melihat sejauh mana kau,
berbalik, bertawakal, bergantung, berdoa padaNya.
Lahaulawalakuwwata'illa billahil'aliyyil'azim.
Mengharapkan pertolonganNya dikala kau kesusahan.
Astaghfirullahal'azim.
Minta ampun atas segala dosa yang kau buat.
Dosa yang kau pun tak sedar kau buat.

Iyaa berdoa dan bersangka baik pada Tuhan adalah kuncinya.

Bukan memaki,
Bukan merengek,
Bukan menangis,
Bukan nak bunuh diri, dan
Bukan melepaskan kemarahan kepada orang lain.

Jangan layankan emosi dan nafsu sangat.
Syaiton melompat bahagia tengok kau begitu.
Begitu kejatuhan.
Dan putus asa.
XOXO

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A shallow minded guy asked me this today, "Eh tak bosan ke kelas hari-hari?". I was actually shocked because he asked me kelas hari-hari instead of kelas dari 8-5 hari-hari.
So I proudly said, "Well, this is my life". Then he smirked. I added, "In order to be a dentist, this is what I have to pay". I was trying to be more confident with what i'm doing now and to protect my ego. And I dont wanna looked fragile to him.

You see, I don't wanna look down on him, he's a law, private university student. Of course, he only got what, three to four classes per week? I mean, I feel so sorry for him. A law student who're having a shallow mind. What. A. Shame.
Its so common sense, being a dental student, a future dental surgeon to have a tough campus life. Pfft.
XOXO

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I have something to tell you.
What is it?
But i'm so shyyyyyy.
There's nothing to be shy-ed of. What is it?
Alaa, I am really shy....
Sheesh, you always feel shy of something that is not supposed to be shy of.
Really? Well, I am naturally like that.
So?
(no reply)
You know, you already made me wondering what you're about to tell me just now.
You'll know about it, soon.
How?
I don't know how. But, soon you'll know.
You shouldn't told me that you wanna tell me something.
(no reply)

How frustrating. And mysterious?
Now its disturbing my mind.
XOXO

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I think I have a minor crush on this one particular older guy. Like early forties.
I am getting ridiculous day by day.

Oh by the way, I just realize that I am actually impulsive kinda person. Well that explains why am I so random.
XOXO

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