I ask stupid questions to brilliant people and i don't know what they genuinely feel about it, because i feel very stupid and i just want to know and i don't know how to ask brilliant questions to them because i just don't know. I'm sorry that I'm stupid like that.
I'm not degrading myself, but i know what i am. And know what i want. I want to befriend and surrounded with brilliant people and i love being surrounded by them but i don't like what my thoughts of them thinking about me made me feel.
You know what i mean? No, of course you don't.