Copying during test.

Is not something that I can be proud of. Nay. Not cool.
To me, it symbolizes
a loser,
a failure,
not a confident person,
not-dare-to-take-risk kinda person,
and

LAZY.

I copied a bit at today's Mandarin listening and writing test. The listening test was difficult. Its very......chinese. So fast, I can't keep up with it. Since everyone was copying each other (so the environment was copying here and there), I got influenced and joined them. I wasn't feel good doing it. Because I'm not used to it. Tak biasa lah tiru-tiru ni. Tak reti. lol. Yet, I still asked them for answers and laugh, konon-konon cool lah. Bllugh.

Call me skema or whatever, I don't care.

Surah Ar-Room, Verse 40:

"Allah is He Who created you,
then gave you sustenance,
then He causes you to die,
then brings you to life.

Is there any of your associate-gods who does aught of it?
Glory be to Him,
and exalted be He above what they associate (with Him)."

Ahah!
Its so clear you just use me
To get information
When you didn't manage to get one
You left
Just like *snap* that
Without say anything

Whoah
Crazy lah you

Before,
When you're happy, you tend to forget me.
When you have problems, only then you seek me.

Now,
When you're happy, you still are forgetting me.
When you have problems, also you didn't seek me.

Whatisthis?

Perhaps, you can walk out of the door of my heart if you don't like it.

Issue.

"If you like a boy, make sure he sees you as a girl - not one of the guys"

A quote I saw from Instagram. 

Deep. Very deep indeed. 

Well I haven't like any guys. Yet. But I found it comfortable when i'm around my guyfriends and they treat me like one of the guys.

No punching 

or hugging 

or touching.

Still have that sensitivity. But the way we treat each other lah. 

Not one guy.

Not two guys.

But most of the guys.

Weird, I found.

Certainly not all guys treat women the same like they treat me.

I think, i'm the one who made them treat me this way.

Lol, what did I do?

But everything seems,

Heartless and,

Careless.

No mushy-mushy feelings involved.

I found it,

easy.

you are so lucky
that i am nice

i was so fool
for thinking that you actually cared

while you actually don't
i knew it
all along

indeed
selfish you are
or, are you not?

indeed
sweet-talker you are
or, are you not?