Deactivation.

I deactivated my Twitter account. Because I just can't stand the distractions despite that I am so lazy and Twitter is so addictive. Thus it's not good for my exam preparations.

Somehow, Twitter is soooo addictive and I am soo curious what is happening with the drama, I logged-in just now and reactivate my Twitter. Lol, damn you Twitter creator (who ever your name is).

And it turned out to be like this,

I.
Have.
To.
Refollow.
Everyone.
Now?

Annoyed. And deactivate again.
hahahahaha.
XOXO

So I uninstalled the twitter app from the phone.

Because I found its very distracting.

With all the endless drama that I don't want to get involved, but I indirectly did.

And its none of my business.
I don't want to know what people react to it.
So why bother to read em at my TL right?

Nak deactivate, ada orang tak bagi for his own reasons.

So, uninstall kejap okay kan?

Plus, I have exams to focus on.

To deactivate twitter or not.

He said, no I can't.

So, am thinking to uninstall the twitter app in the phone.

I rarely go to bookstores, but when I do, i'll usually go to the english novels section. And a few days back, we went to MPH to kill some time before break fast. Kinda unbelievable, I don't know why, these legs go to the religious section. Lots of interesting books. And one of it was Mustafa Kamal Ataturk's biography and history of how he 'damaged' Islam's history. I thought, 'Hey this'd be interesting to read', because I want to know the details since I knew about him. So I took it and hold it (decided to buy), and continue looking at other books.
Then I saw 'Rahsia-rahsia Besar Di Sebalik Sirah Rasulullah'. I heard a lot of the celebrities who've hijrah to the right path when they read about Rasulullah. I have to admit, there are a lot of thing that I do not know about the Messenger of Allah. Which is not good.
I remembered during the last few usrahs, the naqibah asked us, "What are the Rasulullah's mukjizat?". And the ONLY thing that comes to my head was, "Water coming out from his hands", while there're a lot of other mukijzats. Al-Quran is the biggest mukjizat ever, and it didn't come out from my mind at all. How bad was that? And my other usrah-mates were fighting to answer that question. One after another. I was just, sit there and clueless. FFFFF (*cursing myself)
Then I thought, I never bought any islamic book before, and the first islamic book that i'll buy must have some really big impact to me. Then I decided to buy this one instead of buying 'The Enemy of Islam''s biography and history. LOL, what was I thinking.

Hypocrisy and hatred lingering around me.
Not coming out from me.
From other parties, towards me.

And its growing.

Thus I choose to avoid.
Away and alone.

PMS or reality?
I don't know.

So if someone called you a bitch, there are for two reasons.
1. They're joking around with you.
2. You totally deserve it.

If you've been called a bitch because the person who called you that thought you deserve it, then you should think why you deserve it.
Think deeply, why.
And improve.

Not calling that person a bitch back.

"I called you bitch in front of your face. Because by that, I hope you can open a bit your mind. Yes, I was harsh. *emotionally-driven" Am sorry.
But you. You called me a bitch behind my back. And that's rude. And you're still pretending so nice and all in front of my face. Sorry, but fuck you!"

It happens.

When you treat some people nice.

And some got treated like shit.

It happens.

The one that been treated nice,

treats you like shit.

Hurt you.

While,

The one that been treated like shit,

treats you the nicest.

Cherish you.

How lucky are you?

The one who treats you the nicest,

Stays.

And still are.